A loss so big yet she filled my heart
Her innocence was what did set her apart
No small talks or hesitant conversations
We hit it off like moon and the stars
An emotionally unstable girl with tears always
Met a bullet proof one, isn’t it insane?
Just like the moon has its different phases
Our bond witnessed all different stages
Some days were all glitters and sunshies
But then it rained and drained everything in sight
It’s hard to sum up those Four Thousand days
From ecstasy to nothingness we’ve felt it all
All her colours and shades I’ve seen
And I love all of them unconditionally
Reading my novels and waiting excitedly for them
She is the reason I’m writing still, she’s a gem
Her poetic era is what I miss the most
I hope she starts again and I’ll be the first to boast
It’s hard for me to tell them all
The love I feel for this girl in my heart
She is never alone, even if she thinks so
Try to touch her and see for yourself
Can’t make up for the tears I caused
But I promise to never let them fall again
Our bond doesn’t need a label that’s all
We have conquered that bumpy road
A new movie announced and we always planned
It’s sad having to say goodbye to that
I’m watching a decade of memories move away
No matter how sad, I hope she never feels gray
Sabotaging this bond with our own hands at times
We came back stronger each and everytime
Trying new restaurants and walking aimlessly
We are what people always wish to be
Our fightings and bickerings might tell otherwise
But I’d burn the world if it ever wrongs her
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We’ve been the craziest of people together. There’s nothing that we wanted to do and didn’t do it. We’ve lived the life we always saw on TV screen. No, I won’t compare her to any of the on-screen best friends because what we have I know nobody else has. The bumpy road people have to cross in a bond is built by us in ours. I know if there are parallel universes out there, we will find a way to be in each other’s life in every single one of those. We’ve fed each other the best of delusions but have also given reality checks when needed.
As she’s starting a new life I want to remind her that I’m always gonna be there for her. That I’ll be there no matter where you are. I wish nothing but a life full of blessings and love to her. Just know that you are loved Syeda Rimsha Azhar
