My Guardian Angel 🌼💜

Opening up for me was never hard, Expressing my true feelings were never hard,
Telling people what’s on my mind was never hard,
Jotting down words was never hard UNTIL I entered my late teens and everything changed for me. When I came to know that you can’t always tell people what’s on your mind because

A, they don’t always get it. They will simply ask you to avoid some certain thing bothering you and that is not possible obviously.

and B, some times they get too troubled, getting more stress than your own self and then it’s not only one person but two you are worried about.

It became difficult for me to have honest opinions because the kind of person I am, it gets real hard for me to really take a decision, a hard decision especially. I need to see on both sides before taking a decison and most of the times I needed someone to show me East when I was seeing West and to show me South when I was on North.

But then someone was sent to my life as a gift, a guardian angel I call that person who was sent by the God Himself for me. Someone who helped me seeing things clear, someone who helped me when I was lost and in the dark. Now I know that no matter what time is it, I can call you and cry my heart out. Whether it’s 4pm or 4am you won’t mind. That I can ask for your advice and you will give me your honest advice no matter what. That my troubles will be solved by you and that you really will listen to me with all your heart. I know you pray for me and I know that you get worried for me but I also know that if I hadn’t got you in my life, I wouldn’t be standing here with calmness in my heart because you helped me untangle all the knots in my brain. Because you helped me removing the clouds from my judgements, because it was you who showed me the difference between temporary and permanent. I know that I can’t thank you enough for you were the umbrella in the stormy nights, the blanket in my coldest days and the trees in the scorching heat. Even today, you help me getting out of the castle I have built on my Overthinking.
I have always heard that God sends down angels to help His mankind and trust me you are that angel for me, for your words and your advices have helped me getting to know about myself more and to have a more stronger relation with HIM.
Thank you so much for coming in my life.
Today, tomorrow and forever I will cherish your love❤🌼
Ps; You are always in my prayers💜