Untitled Piece!
I want to draw a circle
And write my sorrows inside
So they can never leave the room
And stay within the walls of my heart
Because what if you are damaged too
What if I make you cry
I don’t want anyone else to see
Those blisters and the scars that bleed;
— and I just want to die
“Just hold your pen and pen down stuff”
But what If I unleash a World?
A world too scary for you all
A place so deadly and its gore
These scars won’t ever leave my soul
They etched too deep, they make me drown
I know this solace makes me smile
I’d kill for lonely, happy times
But, sometimes as I sit and watch
Not people holding hands and all
But silenced walks and those shared smiles
It makes me wonder if there may be
Just someone waiting along the way
To fight with me and not for me
I might be damsel in distress
But seeking knight is not my thing
These battles in my life I have
Been fighting, losing, acing alone
So, you will never be asked to
If I need guards I might have had-
But, oh they don’t know what it means
To be a partner without being any commodity!